Hati kecil ku,,,

Skang sgt xble la tgk bdk2 or parent yg muka sedih2, ble mleleh air mataa n xble titun d wt nya,,,
Knapa ek hati nie sooooo sensitip :(

Last week g psr mlm nampak anak pngemis nie bengkak kaki dia with bintik2 kecik, sian tgaru2 bdk tue,,,
Bdk tue sebaya fara kot,,,
Ya Allah xble titun aku, trasa sgt2 nk bwk g clinic check tp anak org nnt org ckp aku kidnap bdk tue plak,,,
mnangis aku bila tringat bdk tue,,, seyes,,,
Sanpai skang trasa sayu :(

Sedey2,,,
Aku sentiasa akan doakn kanak2 yg jd mangsa org dewasa nie mdapat kbahagiaan n di bawahh rahmat Allah,,,
Ya Allah, bantulah kanak2 yg kurang bnasib baik ini, jauhi la keterunan ku dari pkara2 seperti ini,,,

Sad!!!
Uwa

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clarks warehouse sale 2011

x pernah rasa mnyesal abiskn halfday n kena Q pjg utk warehouse nie...
nie antara warehouse yg wajib pergi!!!
terboik yoep!!!

mcm biasa ramai org...
td berjaya dptkn 2 psg kasut utk aku, fara pon 2, vv kim kasut utk anak dia n kasut utk FIL...
total berabis td 700 utk 6 psg kasut...
sgt ralat sbb x cukup duit :(
byk kasut2 yg mabeles tp x mampu...
marilah mnabung utk nx sale... yeay!!!

domok!!!

Masa anak dara - size S
Kawin - size M
Branakkn fara - size L
Branakkn iman - siza XL
*uwa!!!*

Tp aku anggap sumer tue sjarah lampau...
i do feel skang I'm a better person...
Dulu2 sbb kuwus suka bpakaian sexy...
Clubbing sana sini, mlepak smp subuh, karok smp nk klua anak kerongkong...
Tp alhamdulillah de sebab knapa Allah jd kn figure aku begini...
Aku smakin mjauhi perkara2 maksiat itu...
Wpun skali skala aku de gak mcm mroyan nk kuwuskn bdn :p

Sib bek dpt en. suami yg mmahami wpun kekadang dia slalu kritik figure aku...
Slalunya wt x dgr jer...
Aku tau sgt,aku kalu dpt kuwus tentu akan kembali ke jln yg lama, ntah2 makin tewuk...
So redha jelah...

* gambo tue adalah masa kitowank br mula nk bcintan... Kuwus kn kitowank ;)
** those were d days :)

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.al-kisah.saya.iud.

الحمدلله...
Br lps slesai proses pmasangan IUD...
Nebes mmg nebes...
tp masa ia blangsung xla spt yg d pk kn...

Msk2 gynea in my case prof hatta (doc yg sambut fara n iman)
Dia akan consult dulu...
Soklan fav yg aku tanya, "sakit x"
Mmg cuak la coz xtau apa nk expect...

Prosedure bmula dgn scan dulu bhgn rahim kita
Then prof soh kang2 luas2 mcm nk bsalin...
Apa yg blaku lps tue, aku x nampak tp ble rasa la mcm dia mskkn corong...
Then mcm rasa something la dia mskkn utk wt pap smear...
X lama lps tue, dia soh nurse letak scan kt bhgn rahim n proses mmasukkn iud pon bmula...

Masih dlm posisi mngangkang...
Dia bkk kotak iud tue
N gunting tali then br mskkn ke dlm...
X tipu.. Mmg ble rasa sikit la...
Tp seyes x sakit...
Mata tgh tgk monitor scanner tue...
Skali2 prof ckp dh siap...
Walla....
Dia kasik rasa balance tali iud tue...
Spy kita senang nk cam masa what self checking nnt...

Mula2 rasa mcm bbeza skit
Even until now (dh kt rumah) still rasa mcm ada bende kt dlm bdn...

D best part is, kt midval td, rasa mcm bleeding...
Then msk kete sah bdarah...
Cepat2 ☎ cima, then dia ckp its normal...
For d 1st 2 days mmg akan bdarah skit...

Well itu la antara pngalaman aku mmakaian iud...
Eventho dh protected tp still rasa mcm was2,..
Takut preggy lg...mmg nk tp x at d moment...
Kasik iman n fara beso dulu :)

Sblm klua td sempat ckp kt doc, c u in 3 years...
Hahahha...
Blagaks sgh... Masa fara dulu pon ckp mcm tue gak kt dia..
Tp prof advise, utk wt pap smear annually sesambil tue ble check iud skali...

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New job? part time job?

salah satu nie kena de utk survive d 2011...
Big portion of $ akan d salurkn utk byr duit rumah yg akan siap hujung thn nie...
Jd... I need better salary atau additional income utk lerbih survival...

NEW JOB
------
Kakak aku ckp, dgn qualification n experience yg aku de, apa yg aku earn skang kecik jika nk d compare dgn market...
Aku spatutnya dh bgaji 5k above...
Opkos keje aku skang agak leisure n I'm doing things that I love which is shipping tp aku kena carik keje len kalu nk family lebih selesa...

PART TIME
--------
Aku bhasrat utk wt part time as insurance agent...
Prudential...
Y pru?
Coz I really trust d product...
Its x like MLM or what so ever...
Its a crucial thing yg smua spatutnya kena de tp dowank x sedar mgenainya...

Knapa dowank x sedar?
Coz cetek pgetahuan...
Sama spt aku satu ketika dahulu...
Health is some that we cant compromise...
Quarter of my salary abis kt insurance sbg plindungan utk anak2ku...
Health n education, future mreka...

Insyaallah aku ble wt insurance nie coz I really trust d product n brand...
Cuma 1st move is always b d hardest thing...
Bukan senang nk convince org woiiii...

Hrp2 luck akan mnyebelahi aku d 2011 ini...
Amin...


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Happie new year 2011

Papai 2010...
Usah toleh blakang lg...
Hanya bawa pgajaran terdahulu ke 2011 ini...

Azamku?
- Cukupkn solat 5 waktu
- Kurangkn berat badan
- msk marathon
- jd part time prudential yg bjaya...

sama2 kita doa2kn yg tbaik yer smua...
Yeppie 2011 ‎​☺

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me in alam fantasi...

Kowank pernah x emosi lepas tgk movie ker, niteron ker, cerekarama ker?
trasa seolah2 brada d alam crita tue...
opkos sbg heroin crita tue ler... hahahaha




aku skang d alam harry porter
br lepas tgk yg d latest realese
harry porter & the death hallows: part 1
lyn sowank2 jer sambil mkn pop corn kt gsc midval
(woopssiii tbukak poser, kekonon nk poser ganti rini)...



besh2 siut crita dia
esp aku yg suka tgk crita imaginari, illusion mcm nie
x sabar nk tunggu nx release...




next movie definately will be narnia, the voyage of dawn treader

saya mahu kurus!!!

dari kiri cepat jln... xdela... kiri adalah sue, tgh aku yg tomei n kanan tue ler cik toh puan itha :) nie la antara best friend forever saya...


lately nghamei bona org ckp aku sebeso itha...
at first nk pekakkn telinga tp masakan bisa???
statement tuh dh smp ke hati n btapak dlm jiwa...


bukan senang nk kuruskn...
mcm itha nie pong... mcm2 dia dh wt
name all jamu n sgala benda alah dh msk bdn dia
last2 dia msk fitness first she managed to burn close or more 50kg...
bayangkn...
dia exercise siang mlm n control mkn...
nk kurus nie mmg key dia adalah exercise...
tp org mcm aku nie xnk exercise jgk...
nk jgk mnelan pil...
tgk smp skang n makin mbeso sbg johan adalah...


aku bukan xnk exercise...... tp
commitment anak (chewah)...
sukar skit bila de anak kecik nie...
kesian nk tgl dowank lama2 esp biler bibik xble di harapkn sgt...
tp aku nk kurus...
atlease own flat tummy n single chin.. (hik3)

ritu aku de pakai bengkung as result
bhgn czer ritu sakit...
since then x brani nk pakai...


uwa...
aku mahu kurus!!!