Hati kecil ku,,,

Skang sgt xble la tgk bdk2 or parent yg muka sedih2, ble mleleh air mataa n xble titun d wt nya,,,
Knapa ek hati nie sooooo sensitip :(

Last week g psr mlm nampak anak pngemis nie bengkak kaki dia with bintik2 kecik, sian tgaru2 bdk tue,,,
Bdk tue sebaya fara kot,,,
Ya Allah xble titun aku, trasa sgt2 nk bwk g clinic check tp anak org nnt org ckp aku kidnap bdk tue plak,,,
mnangis aku bila tringat bdk tue,,, seyes,,,
Sanpai skang trasa sayu :(

Sedey2,,,
Aku sentiasa akan doakn kanak2 yg jd mangsa org dewasa nie mdapat kbahagiaan n di bawahh rahmat Allah,,,
Ya Allah, bantulah kanak2 yg kurang bnasib baik ini, jauhi la keterunan ku dari pkara2 seperti ini,,,

Sad!!!
Uwa

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clarks warehouse sale 2011

x pernah rasa mnyesal abiskn halfday n kena Q pjg utk warehouse nie...
nie antara warehouse yg wajib pergi!!!
terboik yoep!!!

mcm biasa ramai org...
td berjaya dptkn 2 psg kasut utk aku, fara pon 2, vv kim kasut utk anak dia n kasut utk FIL...
total berabis td 700 utk 6 psg kasut...
sgt ralat sbb x cukup duit :(
byk kasut2 yg mabeles tp x mampu...
marilah mnabung utk nx sale... yeay!!!

subway promotion

Td lunch subway kt capsquare,,,
nyummeh tp x cukup utk peyot beso aku nie,,,
De promotion, buy 1 free 1, share w pren, dpt la 9 hengget sbijik utk subway club yg normal price dia 12 hengget,,,

Skang aku kekenyangan,
Blk td kemaskn peyot w grg pisang n cakoi,,,
Yes! saya kuat makan
Yes! Saya domok!

cost for my bberry cheesecake ;)

oleh kerana ramai yg btanya, so saya bkongsi di sini kos pbuatan cake ini,,,
Cost stiap cake by other org adalah lain2 yer kwn2,,,
Bgantung pada bahan, brand n kuantiti yg d gunakan,,,

Rege2 nya ialah:
1) Philidelphia cream cheese cost dia dlm 16 for 500g, brand lain lg murah kot, x pasti
2) Topping bberry dlm 10 setin, setin ble guna average 3-4 cakes kot
3) Digestive biscuit dlm 6 utk pek beso, pek kecik 3
4) Yogurt bberry dlm 4
5) Base card utk alas cake biler dh siap dlm 50sen jer, slalunya aku akan guna bkali, abis cake, aku basuh base card nie n pakai lg sanpai lunyai ;)
6) Spring foil is a must!!! Xble bakar dlm tray biasa jer, nnt xble nk bwk klua cake tue karang, depend pada size, spring foil aku beli kt bakery dlm 15 cantu,,,

Sumer2 nie adalah price kalu beli kt kedai bakeru ie bake w yen or hoi bakery,,,
Tp kalu beli kt tesco or giant,expect double price dia ok,,,
Pe g ek nk crita,,,
Well kalu de apa2 nk tau, tanya k,,,
Saya sedia mbantu :)

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underpaid :((

Kesiankn,,,
Wpun experience aku in banking alone dh 8 years tp gaji aku mcm beginner yg xde experience lsg,,,
Seyes rasa nk nanggiss :((

Tp tuler,,,
Ttp malas nk update resume apply keje len,,,
So trima jela pe yg de tanpa ngomel :((

*uwa*

bpmp annual dinner 2011

Btempat d hilton kl, last friday (28/10/11) dinner thn nie diadakan,,,
Btemakan movie glitz n aku as always idok ler mmakai baju ikut theme,,,

I hv 2 say, for almost 4 years w d bankk, this is d besh dinner (despite a yuckie food by hilton),,,
Thax to ella sbb mhidupkn suasana,,,
Performance dia, ya Allah,,, mantap!!!
hattan nyer performance pon not bad,,,
Emcee for that nite is sarimah, ok la not bad jgk,,,

As previous2 year jgk, x menang apa2 wpun target tinggi nk 1st prize ke umrah tp nk wt guana, xde rezeki :(
Xpela nx2 year cuba lg kn ;)

blueberry cheese cake (combination of 3 recipes)

Alhamdulillah,,,
For d first time ever in my 29 years in d world, i baked a cake!!!
How fabs is that!!!
Wooohhoooo!!!

It a combination 3 marvelous recipes on blog, i studied n combined it into 1 ;)
Ala lupa la sapa bloggers2 yg tbabit,,,
2 share d moment supaya sumer org ble bake yummehlicious cake like this, here is an uncut recipe :)
Rejoice!!!

Base:
2 cawan kopi digestive cookies (de juai kt baker alternatively ble guna biscuit marry) hancurkn guna blander kering tue then bakar atas api bsama 3 sudu marjerin,
mcm aku guna brand daisy sbb 1 of d blog guna daisy,,,
Slps cookies dh bgaul rata w daisy, teras as base dlm springform nyer bekas,,,
Jenis tin yg ble bkk kt tepi (kedai bakeri de juai, no worries)
Tekan2 kasik padat then letak jap dln fridge smentara kita siapkn isi cheesenya,,,

Cheese cake:
500 g cream cheese brand Philadelphia (xpasti brabd len sedap ke x, tp brand nie mabeles n pricey gak),,,
Putar kejap kasik lembut,,,
Then mskkn secawan gula castor (blend halus),,,
Putar sampai mesra,,,
mskkn telor plak, satu biji then putar mesra then another biji then putar, so 2 biji kesemuanya,,,
Dh putar mesra, mskkn tepung jagung 2 sudu,,,
Saya putar halim lg,,, then mskkn yogurt bberry 140g (pack plg kecik)
Putar lg,,,
Slps tue letak atas base cookies td,,,
Walla!!!

Bakar:
150°C slama 50 minit guna kaedah waterbath,,,
Waterbath nie ble google jer, bsepah info ;)

Lps 50 mins dh dgr bunyi "ting", biarkn campuran td tros tbakar guna balance kpanasan dlm oven (jgn hidupkn oven),,,
Biarkn dlm tue sampai sejuk (bbrp jam gak la dr aku klua dinner sampai dh blk br aku bwk klua)
Dh sejuk, mskkn dlm peti ice sampai sok pg (6 jam)

Filling:
Panaskn jelly skit bsama air n buah tin bberry, then ratakn atas cake,,,

Rasanya mmg sbijik spt kt secret recipe,,,
Seyes x tipu!!!
Ok, all d besh ;)

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terima kasih ya Allah,,,

Dono what's wrong w fara slalu kacau adik dia,,,
Sampai merah2 bdn iman d buatnya,,,
Bkali2 warning d beri, jentik pon dh,,,
Tapi,,,

Td aku dh geram sgt, aku kurung dia,,,
mronta2 peluk xmo d kurung,,,
Aku pon niat nk mngajar jer, bila tgk dia mnagis idok ler aku kurung,,,
Kasik warning jer jgn wt lg :(
Then bukak cd barney n cuba pujuk dia balik,,,
Big hug n soh dia apology n kiss,,,
Itula rutin pngajaran yg slalu aku wt,,,
Lps marah, peluk n pujuk dia blk,,,

Cuma td ttiba aku tdetik,,,
mcmner la agaknya org sampai ble belasah bdk2 n mbawa kmatian,,,
Sedey :(
Td aku pon trasa sgt2 bdosa n bsalah :(

Sbb tue aku sgt bsyukur Allah x mgelapkn hati aku sampai buta yg mana betul n salah,,,
mana budak n dewasa :(
Astar'firullahalazim,,,
Ssungguhnya aku sgt bsyukur dgn stiap kurniaan mu,,,
Bantulah hamba mu ini sentiasa,,,
Amin,,,

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Ustaz Muhammad Iman Al-Hafiz bin Fariz

Amacam somei x bakal tahfiz kita nie :D

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tlatah si fara

Tgk la si fara nie...
Suka tiwu org tau...
Mmg bhaya skang, xble mcarut, xble wt xtvt romantic w babah juga pkara2 yg x elok...
Skang time dia tiwu apa yg kita wt n cakap...
Sgt petah!!!

Ritu dia pakai spentot babah, ble dia togel kn diri n pakai spentot babah smata2...
Yg nie pakai bra plak...
Yg plg besh ritu kt legend dia ble mskkn tisu dlm pom2, tiwu aksi pakai pad...
Ishhh!!! Geram n mmalukn...

Dia mmg anak yg bijak...
Bakal pediatric kata kn :)
My prays always b wi u gurl...
Love u :)

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The Secret Life of Nora

nowa!!!
Hahahahah...
Besh2 teater nie... X wugi tgk...

Million thax 2 ny dearest pren yg kasik 2 free best seat tickets for us...
Since anak2 xde org jaga, tpaksa la en suami mngalah n jaga anak2...
so as a replacement, itha jd date aku tgk teater nie...

My comment:
Best bangat sih!!!
Jln crita sempoi n padat...
Lagu2 besh...
Suara dowank, masyaAllah sedapnya, credit to roger(hero), betty (sidekick) n adibah noor...
Suara dowank nie, 2 thumbs up POWER!!!
Props pon sgt tbaik!!! Santek2...
Dancers pon tip top cuma a bit sexy utk org dari gombak spt aku...
Sexy yg most of them kain tselak (dgn sengaja) n most of them hanya pakai slua ala2 panty, bukai tight ok... Mmg dh mcm pompuan keberet dh seko...
All above makes d show so MANTAP!!!
Bravo!!!

Aku rasa plg besh on 2nd half bila msk character aznil as mr J yg xble sebut R...
Tiap kali sebut R akan btubar jd W i.e. nowa, woger, waub (pahang)...
Hahahahah... Sgt klako dgr pelat mr J w his heart shape interior ;)

Rekemen reramai g tgk...
Aku kalui dpt ticket free lg, konpem repeat lg :)
Enjoice!!!

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The Secret Life of Nora

nowa!!!
Hahahahah...
Besh2 teater nie... X wugi tgk...

Million thax 2 ny dearest pren yg kasik 2 free best seat tickets for us...
Since anak2 xde org jaga, tpaksa la en suami mngalah n jaga anak2...
so as a replacement, itha jd date aku tgk teater nie...

My comment:
Best bangat sih!!!
Jln crita sempoi n padat...
Lagu2 besh...
Suara dowank, masyaAllah sedapnya, credit to roger(hero), betty (sidekick) n adibah noor...
Suara dowank nie, 2 thumbs up POWER!!!
Props pon sgt tbaik!!! Santek2...
Dancers pon tip top cuma a bit sexy utk org dari gombak spt aku...
Sexy yg most of them kain tselak (dgn sengaja) n most of them hanya pakai slua ala2 panty, bukai tight ok... Mmg dh mcm pompuan keberet dh seko...
All above makes d show so MANTAP!!!
Bravo!!!

Aku rasa plg besh on 2nd half bila msk character aznil as mr J yg xble sebut R...
Tiap kali sebut R akan btubar jd W i.e. nowa, woger, waub (pahang)...
Hahahahah... Sgt klako dgr pelat mr J w his heart shape interior ;)

Rekemen reramai g tgk...
Aku kalui dpt ticket free lg, konpem repeat lg :)
Enjoice!!!

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domok!!!

Masa anak dara - size S
Kawin - size M
Branakkn fara - size L
Branakkn iman - siza XL
*uwa!!!*

Tp aku anggap sumer tue sjarah lampau...
i do feel skang I'm a better person...
Dulu2 sbb kuwus suka bpakaian sexy...
Clubbing sana sini, mlepak smp subuh, karok smp nk klua anak kerongkong...
Tp alhamdulillah de sebab knapa Allah jd kn figure aku begini...
Aku smakin mjauhi perkara2 maksiat itu...
Wpun skali skala aku de gak mcm mroyan nk kuwuskn bdn :p

Sib bek dpt en. suami yg mmahami wpun kekadang dia slalu kritik figure aku...
Slalunya wt x dgr jer...
Aku tau sgt,aku kalu dpt kuwus tentu akan kembali ke jln yg lama, ntah2 makin tewuk...
So redha jelah...

* gambo tue adalah masa kitowank br mula nk bcintan... Kuwus kn kitowank ;)
** those were d days :)

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serasi bersama

Alhamdulillah...
Sudah nampak kserasian mereka adik bradik wpun skejap baik skejap gaduh...
Fara sudah nampak kmatangannya, sering beralah...
Iman mmg la manja nya... Xmo tolerate sama skali...
So much fun to see them both...

Smoga mereka mjadi anak2 soleh n solehah :)

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Fara &bronchitis

My fragile gurl, again was admitted to hspital on 12 sept due to brochitis...
Aku pon xtau sgt per sakit tue tp according to doc, it happens (for fara's case yer) sbb dia cough n wheezing... Kahak tue msk kt lung n attract bacteria n causing infection...
Piping kt lung bengkak n tsumbat...

So kesian...
Kena drip lg...
Mlalak x henggat donya!

Tp millions thax 2 cikgu2 taska dia...
Kalu dowank x alert aku psl nie,ntah mcmner la condition fara skang...
X pernah kena, mana la kita tau wheezing2 sumer nie...

Now am gonna b extra careful...
Tatut!!!
Sib bek mild bronchitis jer....



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oh bronchitis...

slamat mlm gleaneagle...
another day we spent our nite at d hspital...
Since last saturday, fara dh batuk2...
I tot its a normal batuk...
So bg ubat pon antara ng atau x jela since stock ubat pon xde...
Its get worsen every day n dumb me, x tau n still rasa mende tue normal...
Until last monday munin, fara's taska call ckp something wrong w her breathing, too fast!!!
Tros bwk dia g jumpa doc ong...

Fara kena nabulizer n to come again if d symtom still ada...
Amik dari taska, tgk her breathing makin tewok!
Sampaikan mcm bunyi pam angin stiap kali dia bnafas tp she looks fine, active as usual...
I'm starting to panic!

jumpa dr ong lg, doc ong advise soh bwk msk hspital...
Here we are now, at gleaneagle...
X besh wei msk hspital nie...
Dh la share blk w cino tp nasib anak dia ok, x mragam...
N fara pon alhamdulillah ok so far...

Surely lps nie aku nk naikkn fara nyer medical allowance to 400...
Atlease kalu xde blk single, aku ble la guna duit nie msk suite ;)

D besh part is, kakak aku pon warded kt hspital nie, dia br bsalin...
senang la nk g mlawat :)

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Iman is back 4 gud!

Slepas 3 maid lari n iman d bawa pergi ke gurun, detik 4 bln pon blalu...
Yeps... Time flies...
Pjanjian iman ble bjalan n after raya...

My boy is back!!!

Today is d 3rd day...
Ble nampak ktidak ceriaan pd iman...
That really makes me sad...
Stiap ibu,bila anak bsedeh mreka akan turut rasa ksedihan tue :(

Transition period :(

Rini iman demam...
Hrp2 lps sembuh demam, dia akan lebih mbiasakn diri dgn situasi skang...
Be strong boy...

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Kelinik pakar kulit Ting

Perghhh...
Mmg long Q...
Nk amik no jer, another Q masa nk jumpa doctor...
My advise, dtg la awai pg, kalu x masak nk tunggu turn nnt...
Dh ramai giler org dtg, he must be gud kot...

Doctoer dia mmg classic la...
Siap pakai magnifier glass kt kpala...
Mayb nk tgk kulit senang kot...

Conclusion masalah fara:
Dia eczema. De chances utk recover depend pd dia...
Doctor kasik ubat makan n sapu utk kulit dia kasik lembut n x kasar...
Sesambil tue shuben pon mintak ubat panau utk dia...

Total bil is rm190...
Hrp2 bil ble claim kt bank nnt ;)
After a mth kena dtg blk for follow up...

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1st time in more than 7 years

Akhirnya pecah gak record!
Aku dh agak,aku xble drive krete baru mesti akan xcden nyer...
In fact this is 2nd time in this fasting mth...

1st kene masa nk ke opis, tcium bmw...
Nasib bek xde apo2...
Kalu x mashak!!!

2nd round mmg x bnasib baik...
Abis kemek myvi org :(
Uwa!!!
kena skit jer tp mamat nie pow aku smp 300...
Xpela... Dugaan bln ramadhan :(
Alhamdulillah, nothing happen...

honestly mmg mcm trauma...
Hrp2 this is d last...
X sgp!!!

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My homemade cookies-anzac cookies

Recipe nie aku amik from website masterchef australia :)
After some modification over d recipe...
Walla!!!
Sesedap pamos amos nyer biscuit :)

InsyaAllah nx year aku nk wt biz...
This year mcm dh tlambat kot :)

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